it’s one of those things where I wish I could tell him I think of him often, not ALL the time but for example when people mentions marrying in the future, I think of him but I know it is not mutual. It if was infatuation the feeling would have been gone years ago but it’s not. I wish I could tell him not that I love him, because it seems like too much but that I have so much adoration for him that I wish we could drop everything and travel. And that (I dont mean this in a creepy way) I dream of him holding me and giving me the respect no one else ever did. And he is respectful, one of many things I love about him. It’s one of those things that is on my bucketlist…should I message him and let him know?..Im always wondering if he thinks the same. His signs says he is but im always wrong:/ or keep quiet?